Sick and uninspired

Today my mind is definitely broken. Will I rant, probably, but I don't currently have he drive for it.

Do you ever have a day, where you could just pack a bag and go? A day where you sick of everyone and everything? That's me today, but in all honesty I'm mostly just sick of myself....
I'm sat here, in my robe, knowing I should get dressed and motivated, but truthfully I cant be arsed. Motivated for what? yet another shift in a job i hate and really, I do. I never used to, I loved my job, but like everything else that does not refresh itself, it grows old and withered, and everyday there is just groundhog day (I know, I know.. this is true of most peoples work places)
So my usual options for this kinda mood : the gym, music, my coursework (which may well just help me get a better job), none of it appealing, I have stared at facebook for the last half an hour ~ a horrible website, I think of it as an empty fridge (your bored so you look, there is nothing there...however you keep going back like food could have magically appeared, and the truth is your not even hungry).
Today I could quite happily shut down my facebook, smash my sim card, pack a bag (and my cat ~ he is awesome) and leave my life, indeed there was a time I would have. Sadly I had to grow up, get a job, pay rent... I can no longer be carefree enough to just leave, also, I would probably find myself in shit, needing my phone and pissed off that I'd recked my sim .... Truth is, I'm far to impulsive and not logical enough in these situations.
So as hard as I'm trying to inspire myself today I struggling, I'm not even ranting... somethings gotta be wrong... I always have a rant on about something.  I'm not quite sure why im writing this shit here either, I think I just need to get it out, because if I'm writing I'm being analytical... and I will figure something out.. but maybe  I just need to get off my ass and go through the proverbial motions until something hits.

2 things are certain today.... there shall be no more staring at the empty fridge and if someone wants to come and bundle me in a van and abduct me for a couple of days, I think I could live with that, or maybe someone should just kick my ass into touch!!!!!
Also ~ If the zombies come, lets hope it will be tomorrow and I will be back to my usual self ~ because love you or not, if they come today we could all be a li'll screwed :P